In the war of love, he who loves more, looses

In the worldly struggles, he who possesses more strength is the winner, but in the war of love, he who loves more, looses. The son says to the mother, "I won't come to your lap." But the mother insists, "Come, come, O my dear child!" This affection in the mother has really emanated from God. God also is in need of His devotee.
The concern that Bhagwaan has for the world, that much the world does not have for Bhagwaan. The child is not so much concerned about his mother as the mother is about the child. The child while nursing and suckling bites the mother's breast with his teeth, but even then she does not get angry. If she becomes angry, then can the child take it? The mother is only showering her blessings and mercy upon the child. Similarly, Bhagwaan is our mother for infinite births. Bhagwaan cannot neglect the devotee.
He considers the devotee as His crest-jewel – "Mein to hu bhagatanko das, bhagat mere mukutamani" – "I am only the servant of the devotee and the devotee is my crest-jewel. "
Bhagwaan ever remains ready to do work for his devotees. Just as the child can't live without his mother and the mother can't live without the child, similarly a devotee cannot live without Bhagwaan and Bhagwaan cannot live without the devotee.

Jai Shri Ram

No Harm in Chanting Incorrectly If you Love God.

Jai Shri Ram

Some people could feel that they do not know the correct pronunciation, and so do not want to chant incorrectly.but there is no harm in chanting incorrectly as well with out knowing the correct meaning.
for example : mother to whom a child goes and asks for an orange. The child does not know how to pronounce the word "orange", and so asks for "ange". The mother does not turn away the child and does not refuse to give the child the orange just because the child does not know how to pronounce the word.
It is the spirit or bhava that matters, and so as long as one chants the name of God withsincerity, considerations such as not knowing the meaning, not knowing the pronunciation, etc., do not matter, and God who is the Mother of all of us will confer His blessings on us.

jai shri ram

Pooja Na Jaano Paath na jaano

Pooja Na Jaano Paath na jaano ,Dharm Karm ki Koi baat Na jaano

Mai TO jaano Ek Hi Naam ,Shri Ram Jai Ram Jai Jai Ram

Jai Shri Ram

Darta Hi Rahta Ho kahi Ram Naam Choot Na Jaye .

Jai Shri Ram

Jab Se maine Bajrangi se Asservaad Paya
Tab Se Ye Ram Namm meri Jindgi Mai Aya
Darta Hi Rahta Ho mai Kahi Ram Naam Choot Na jaye
Meri Jindgi Bhar ki Kamai koi Loot na le jaye

Jai Shri Ram

Trust On Gods Name Dont Test His Name

The story start from the day i planned for Rameswram trip and my mother called me up for tirupati darshan on Vaikunth Ekadasi .

I told my mother that i will try to come if possible as i am going to Rameswram and after coming back from Rameswram i have to attend a Vedio conferencing interview . so it was a bit difficult to make a plan for tirupati .

But the moment my mother keeps the call i start dreaming the most powerful Tirupati Bala ji .

so i booked the ticket for tirupati & left it on Bala ji .

The moment my mother called me for Tirupati , i started having Darshan of Lord Bala ji ...

1) Lord Bala ji coming out from Sankha ..

2) Lord Bala ji coming out of Lotous ..

3) Lord Bala ji having peakcock feather in background ..

4) Lord Bala ji like hanuman ji ..his Head is touching to Sky ..& i can only look his lotus feet ..

Frankly speaking i never had such a desire to have darshan of shri Bala ji ,but my mom is intense devotee of Shri Bala ji ..& she had a desire to have darshan of Bala ji specially on Vaikuntha Ekadasi .
So i think because of her devotion Lord Bala ji invited me for his Darshan ..i agree i am not a deserving person to have his Darshan on this auspicious day .

Now the story starts ....

my mother had some VIP pass ,we got up at 1am and went to collect ticket for darshan .my mother stood in the queue for 8 hours & his Son (me) was sleeping in the cab waiting for maa .

my beloved mother came back at 9am with the tickets and informed me that we have darshan at 2PM .

we went to temple at 11:30 am and lined up in the queue . till 5PM we were no where near to have the Darshan of Bala ji .

there were 8 or 9 big rooms which we have to cross for proceeding further but there was too much crowd .

at 7PM we were at room 5 & at 9 PM we were at rom 2 .

now ...my beloved mother was too much tired & was thinking that this year also she would not be able to have Darshan of bala ji ...& she was planning to come out from queue & go back to Guest House .

Then i dont know what happened to me ..i closed my eyes & i could see Lord Bala ji infront of me ..instead of praying Him i start scolding him ..

things which i said to him ..

1) if my mother will not have darshan today ,i will never come to tirupati .

2)i never want to come for ur darshan then why did you call me ,i.e on such a auspicious day .did u call me to see my mother sadness ?

3) what u want to prove ? i know you get happiness in testing ur devotees ..& i am ready for test but please do not test my mothers patience ..dont be so rude in giving ur darshan ..

4) i know my prayers are going in vain because crowd is not moving at all ...then i thought there is one more my beloved Hanuman ji he might help me ..& i prayed to him

5) but again i started fighting with him ...that if the Ram naam which i chant is not have this much power that my mother wish (having darshan on Vaikunt Ekadashi ..) can be completed . then there is no use for me to chant Ram naam further .

6) First time i felt so help less & i said i will leave Ram naam if my mother will go back without having darshan .

7) at a point i felt that i lost every thing in my life ..my all devotion & love for Ram ji is fake & my love to Ram ji is not true at all ..

Finally crowd start moving a bit faster & we had darshan around 11 PM ...we went through the vaikuntha Dwaara ..@11:30 PM .

I was happy after coming out from that Dwara along with my mother . but my own Guru was v unhappy with me & then it was his time to scold me ....

He Said ..

1) who are you to test Ram naam ...? you take Ram naam because of my blessings ,so i dont have right to test that .

the Name given to me is for having Trust not for testing .

2) how come i lost my faith at that moment (He is always with me ,how can i forget that..) its lack of faith ..& lack of patience .

3) Ram naam is already tested by so many devotees it has the power ,if you test it & u see things r not working in ur ways .it doesnt mean Ram naam has some problem .its a direct indication that you have a problem . ur bhakti is not proper ur devotion is lacking some where .

4) who am i to stop chanting Ram naam ?its Hanuman ji wish thats why i can recite Ram naam .

i am no one to start & stop it ...

i got a v good lesson from this ..i wrote it so that i keep remind myself that my Ram naam is given by Hanuman ji & he is always with me ...

Just want to highlight its my mother intense devotion for Lord Bala ji because of that i had darshan & learn this lesson..

Jai Shri Ram

Hey Naath! Hey Naath

Jai Shri Ram

The easiet way to God Realization is calling out to Him "Hey Naath! Hey Naath!" "Oh Father! Oh Father!"
Mantras and onservances (anushthaan) do not have as much strength as Prayers - therefore call out "Hey Naath! He Naath!"
Call out "Hey Naath! Hey Naath!" All illnesses, troubles, doubts will be wiped out. It is the miracle arrow (raambaan) the elixer for all diseases.
Straight and simple way to salvation is when from within and with intense longing one calls out "Hey Naath! Hey Naath!" It is more powerful than "name recitation" (naam japa) or other spiritual practices (saadhan).
"Hey Mere Naath" calling out to Him from the heart can make God Himself melt. Such calling quickly reaches and moves Bhagwaan.
If you want to be saved from Kaliyug, then at all time continue to call out to Him - "Hey Mere Naath! Hey Mere Prabho"
There is no need to make someone a Guru, there is no need to read the scriptures, there is no need to go anywhere. Simple call out "Hey Naath! Hey Naath!" then the work will be completed.
If you cannot figure out something then call out "Hey Naath! Hey Mere Naath!"
Day and Night keep calling – sins of infinite births will burn to ashes.
Feeling of helplessness (nirbaltaah) and faith in the grace of Bhagwaan, if these two points are there then call out "Hey Naath! Hey Naath!" By doing so, evils such as passion and anger will surely be wiped out.
Attachment to the world will have to be given up at some time. If it is not leaving you, then call out "Hey Naath! Hey Naath!"
By calling out "Hey Naath! Hey Naath!" all work will be completed. Egoism will be wiped out like drops of water that may splatter in boiling milk.
Call out - "Hey Mere Naath! Hey Mere Naath!" then all work will happen instantly. That work which does not happen for years, will happen suddenly. Simply remain engaged in calling out to Him.
By saying "Hey Naath! Hey Naath!" fall at the lotus feet of Bhagwaan and become free of all worries. Then with Bhagwaan's grace, all will be alright.

Jai Shri Ram